You have split up with your husband but you also realized that you want him back and you want to take back whatever mean things you have said.
You hated him, but you want and love him again.
Do not worry; this problem is not as difficult as you might think.
Condition your mind that it is natural for couples to fight and your situation is not hopeless.
Both of you have your own belief and ideas separately; thus, sometimes you disagree and this agreements leads into a fight.
And then, when the issue gets blown out of proportion, the foundation of your relationship is threatened to be broken.
Remember also that going out with your friends will make you feel better because through them you will discover how great you are and they will give you confidence.
Then, you will find out that you are the woman your boyfriend deserves.
The next thing to do is to find out what you did wrong.
He may be at fault because he has been too possessive of you or have neglected you.
But he could not have end the relationship without you giving a hand.
Maybe you were asking too much from him or your reactions are bad enough to worsen the problem.
In this case, you need to say sorry so that he will too apologize for his mistakes.
However, if he is now seeing someone new, it is best not to get him back right away.
It is for yours and his good.
You would not want to look like a desperate ex whose life revolves only around the guy.
Give yourself a break and do something else to keep you occupied.
He will probably call after some time.
Your silence will make him wonder how you are doing.
Getting a boyfriend back does not have a standard way.
Each situation has its own solution.
Whatever happens, never become a desperate ex because no man likes that.
Instead be firm and strong; he might love you again.