Is there still any sin in your life that you are not willing to give up? Are you harboring any kind of bitterness, unforgiveness or jealousy in your heart against someone and you are still not preparing to give them up? Are you involving in a sinful relationship with someone whom you are not willing to give up? Is there any form of pride in your life which you are not willing to give up? Whatever it may be, if you are not willing to obey God, then it means that you have not repented.
Because God has forgiven your numerous sins regardless how big they are yet you're unable to forgive others when God command you to do so to prove that you love Him and you acknowledge Him to be your master.
But you can't do it so it means that you are acknowledging Him as your Heavenly Father.
Forgiving others is very important.
You will not be saved unless you decide to change your heart attitude and repent before God.
The Lord Jesus said, "No, I tell you; but unless you repent, you will all likewise perish.
" (Luke 13:3) You need to turn your thoughts to the Savior who loved you so much that He died for you.
Lord Jesus not only shed His precious blood for us, He warned us of the serious consequences of dying with our unforgiven sins also.
Kneel before The Lord and tell Him that you are willing to give up your sins.
Ask Him to give you extra grace and strength to repent and to obey Him.
The Lord cares for you, He loves you.
He is waiting for you to repent.
Because when you repent, He will bless you with all the blessings that He promised to you.
When you repent then only all kinds of blessings will start to flow into your life.
"All that the Father gives Me will come to Me, and the one who comes to Me I will by no means cast out.
" (John 6:37)